老灰

感恩拥有老灰

我的老灰于我相伴大概两年左右。他的年龄我也不晓得不过的确是旧老了。虽然他的身形力气没他人强，不过对我来说他的意义重大。他陪过我度过很多难關，不气不馁也从不埋怨。

还记得我读LOWER SIX时他发很多毛病，带给我不少麻烦。不过，他同时也教会我人生很坎坷，只要勇敢去面对就能解决。说起来他那时生病了，需要常常喂药。我不管被人的眼光一天里喂他喂好几次。终于他好了，我感到很安慰。

老灰，我很感谢你陪我一起实行我的癌症筹款活动，没有你，恐怕那永远都是梦。

虽然你很会吃，养你对我来说也成问题，不过，真的，还是很感谢你。

感谢你陪我去露营。为我载满满的露营的需品和道具。你不像别你的同类，你不怕肮脏不怕幸苦不怕重，所以你很特别。你和我一样外表很坚强但内心并不是如此。你身上的病的疤痕没有人会比我更清楚。让我感动的事，你仍然坚强地为我服务，从不会在我很需要你时跨下。

我从你身上学会了累了就要休息的道理，累了就要补补气，固执地往前冲不顾一切是愚蠢的，只会让自己更快倒。

我希望你会活得长命，目睹我的未来。

老灰的身体(back)

He is an aged Corolla ,He is my hero

DID,DOING.DO

December:

I sat for STPM exams and went to Kuala Lumpur. Before going to KL, I participated in Self-reliance camp at Chung Hua Middle School No.1. That camp was one of the requirements in getting King Scout Award. I felt very lonely at the beginning as I was the only one from my district while the others were all from Kuching district. On the first night, we only slept for about 1.5 hours as we had a 12km night hike. As I didn’t go for hiking for about 2 years, my muscles were very weak.  I had to bear the extreme pain throughout the hike as my leg muscles were cramped and yet the other hikers had very good stamina-we only rested for a few times and each of them lasted for less than 10mins). My legs were so painful that I could hardly feel them. It was determination that kept me going. In the morning (we completed the hike at 4 a.m) ,I couldn’t stand. I felt very scared and quickly texted my skip to inform him. What happened next was I found out my hand phone was not functioning. Wth! I reluctantly forced myself to walk wobbly and minutes after bearing the pain, I was able to stand and walk normally. Thanks heaven! Mental conflicts that happened didn’t stop me from going on and finally I went home happily and contentedly.

In Kuala Lumpur,I stayed at my sister rented apartment for about a week. We shopped a lot and I went to Midvalley’s Theme Park as well. It was a nice trip and I had mild homesick.

I received a call from Double U Network Sdn. Bhd or RTM ( I am not sure ,either one) on the first day of my trip. The caller told me that I am selected as one the fourteen finalists of sejarawan muda program. I was on cloud nine as that meant I will be representing my state to compete in Kuala Lumpur. Besides, the finalists will be on TV as well. There’ll be 14 episodes and commenced from the 2^nd episode there’ll be one contestant that will be kicked out in every episode. I hope I will not be the first one to be kicked out eh. However, I am grateful for being selected-out of hundreds. We have been interviewed and given quizzes earlier on at selected universities and we were being judged based on those. My competitors ( Sarawak zone interviewees) were very strong ones -ranging from spm graduates to students who are taking master in history and lawyer-to-be. If the organizer merely judged on our historical knowledge, there was surely no chance for me to beat them. I guess I outperformed the other competitors in presentation part. BM was and is our main and only communication language. That served as a strong point to me as undoubtedly I can speak BM eloquently. The shooting crews encouraged me to be a reporter and told me that the salary of a reporter is very satisfying-6k. They asked me to go for an interview in any studio.

SCENE 1:

A:Saya baru je habis STPM

B:Har ?? Saya ingat kamu ialah cikgu.

A:Takdelah hehe

C:Awak baguslah.pergilah mana-mana studio dan try.

A:I replied: tengoklah nanti .

Eh I need to have a degree in mass communication lah. As if I can straight away storm to a studio.

Pray for me. Hopefully I’ll bring back victory for our state, for my hometown!

January

I am working as a personal tutor at my home at the moment. I am also a babysitter. I got nothing to elaborate in these parts-I have been doing these for centuries already and I am nineteen years old. Hehe lame joke.

February

I’ll be competing in Cyberjaya,Kuala Lumpur and having shootings.

March

I’ll be at my home doing the same things that I did in January. There’ll be butterflies in my stomach from the beginning of the month until after my result is being released ( STPM). I had nightmares-scene of me who was holding STPM slip that written 3.67. The urge of crying was so strong when I woke up.

I'm sick :/

 MORNING:
I did not attend class today.When i woke up in the morning,i felt very weak and I can hardly open my tightly shut eyelids.
I walked wobbly and tumbled down the stairs.Scratches were formed at my right elbow and ankle.
That was when U saw my mom and I said...
'Mom,I am not going.I dont' want to go to school.'
Once I finished my sentence,I straight away strode to my room and continue my sleep blissfully.
I 've not taken enough sleep for many days already.
Therefore,I thought I really need to skip today's class.If not,I would feel even worse tomorrow.
I knew it was not an legitimate nor acceptable accuse.But It was a good measure to prevent my health condition from worsening right ? =P
In add,I would be having extra class in the afternoon.TOTALLY TIDAK MAHU.I would be sleeping,most properly,ummp No,I meant certainly.
And most importantly,today's lessons were not important and they usually ended unproductively.
______________________________________AFTER A 7 HOURS SLEEP a.k.a BEAUTY SLEEP...

Yeah,I feel energetic !!
So,I did a little bit of revision on my business studies and some analyses on past years STPM'S business papers just now.
And now,I've to get back to work.

Bye ! =)